Sometimes I do the strangest things. Not because I want or need the attention (not that what strange things I do always get me attention), but because it makes me feel good. Sometimes it’s something as simple as watching movies I’ve seen a hundred times or writing the weirdest poems, even feeling so emotional. Well is it my fault I am the way I am?
Maybe it is…although…I love the way I am.
It’s funny, when I was small, romance wasn’t my thing. When I started reading I attacked my mother’s collection of mystery books which by the way just happen to be mostly Nancy drew and Hardy Boys books. She had a lot of others adventures to and I read mostly all of those…once the romance was a sideline thing…But now as I am older what I read extends to romance as well. Now I read everything, sometimes things that I don’t think even my friends would, but books are like that. You can find a book that would fill the weirdest feeling or impulse you were having.
I should be asleep right now. Its 1:21AM and I should be asleep I know it but yet…I’m not. I was reading a book and stopped to watch a movie that turned out to be much better than I thought it would. It’s just me and the black cat up right now.
I noticed that she have lost some hair, I think that she has been getting into fights…not willingly of course. She is more of the ‘keep to myself’ kind of kitty and she is a loner but I love her so much, though she doesn’t belong to me.
‘Sigh’ I still have some work to do. A project to be exact, I got all the info, just to take all that I think is relevant and convert it into Spanish. I can’t wait, believe it or not, I actually can’t wait, I‘ll be so damn happy when I’m done because I can tell that I am pushing my body a lot more than I should.
Maybe I should just cool down and quit some classes and back down. Ha! Who am I trying to kid? I love the fact that I am going to school and doing the Spanish that I always wanted and the business management that I think will help me get SOMEWHERE in life.
Anyway I should get going now, lots of work to do. Did I mention that I have some essays to do as well? Probably not…but I’ll get it all done eventually…
Oh! I forgot to mention that some day when I had run out of books, I went back to my mom’s romance books that I had avoided and I’m glad I did. They were so good! Surprisingly good! Seems my mom’s good taste was also in her books. What I liked was that it focused NOT only on romance but on other things, if you want to know what I mean, pick up a copy of ‘nice girls finish last’ and you’ll see what I mean.
With love,
Crazy loveable. 1/02/2011
Maybe it is…although…I love the way I am.
It’s funny, when I was small, romance wasn’t my thing. When I started reading I attacked my mother’s collection of mystery books which by the way just happen to be mostly Nancy drew and Hardy Boys books. She had a lot of others adventures to and I read mostly all of those…once the romance was a sideline thing…But now as I am older what I read extends to romance as well. Now I read everything, sometimes things that I don’t think even my friends would, but books are like that. You can find a book that would fill the weirdest feeling or impulse you were having.
I should be asleep right now. Its 1:21AM and I should be asleep I know it but yet…I’m not. I was reading a book and stopped to watch a movie that turned out to be much better than I thought it would. It’s just me and the black cat up right now.
I noticed that she have lost some hair, I think that she has been getting into fights…not willingly of course. She is more of the ‘keep to myself’ kind of kitty and she is a loner but I love her so much, though she doesn’t belong to me.
‘Sigh’ I still have some work to do. A project to be exact, I got all the info, just to take all that I think is relevant and convert it into Spanish. I can’t wait, believe it or not, I actually can’t wait, I‘ll be so damn happy when I’m done because I can tell that I am pushing my body a lot more than I should.
Maybe I should just cool down and quit some classes and back down. Ha! Who am I trying to kid? I love the fact that I am going to school and doing the Spanish that I always wanted and the business management that I think will help me get SOMEWHERE in life.
Anyway I should get going now, lots of work to do. Did I mention that I have some essays to do as well? Probably not…but I’ll get it all done eventually…
Oh! I forgot to mention that some day when I had run out of books, I went back to my mom’s romance books that I had avoided and I’m glad I did. They were so good! Surprisingly good! Seems my mom’s good taste was also in her books. What I liked was that it focused NOT only on romance but on other things, if you want to know what I mean, pick up a copy of ‘nice girls finish last’ and you’ll see what I mean.
With love,
Crazy loveable. 1/02/2011
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