Hello, good day and good morrow to you, my lovely, lovely people. Stray kisses for all of you wonderful ones who put up with my lackadaisical behavior. You may also have any dessert of your choice. Yes I am feeling that good about updating today.
As usual I haven't updated in a while. Sorry about that but it was back to school for me for a while now. The thing is I have been wanting to update for a while now, but its been a mixture of being busy and lazy.
Honestly though I am very fucking tired at early hours these days. I mean very mentally and physically tired. Have you ever had moments when you just feel drained and find yourself unable to do anything When even when you try it doesn't come out right or you cant bring yourself to put in as much effort as you would've liked. Yep that is how I feel. There are somethings in my life as well, that is just stressing me out ALOT.
I mean its so bad that I haven't been reading my notes or my text books, but I suddenly feel the urge to pick up one of my texts and start reading....Weird though you probably already know that about me.
I want to do some more updating for the next few days. I think I need to push through this feeling just like I would writer's block.
Gosh why do I feel so confused and loco in the cabeza right now? I mean part of it is school. I don't know what is the next step for me. I don't know where I want to be next year and that is driving me crazy. I like to have some sort of plans in my life and the lack of knowing is driving me nuts.
Its like I cant calm down because I have so much to think of, so much to do and take care of. *Sigh*
I hope a refrain from confusing anyone, when I get my thoughts in order and I will talk to you. You never know what good advice you can get when you ask for it. So maybe you guys can help me, if not maybe I can help you or maybe you feel the same way and you know what they say about misery and company. *wink*
Anyway Let me end here before my rant gets even worse. Ciao for now, laters and Auf Wiedersehen! You guys are awesome.
Words of advice: Take the time and see what your head is telling you, then visit your heart and see if it feels the same way. You'd be surprised the things you could find out about yourself that way.
Copy write is not mine.Stole this image from James McShane's blog but it just fit so well with this post I couldnt help it. So all props and credit for it goes to him. Peace!
As usual I haven't updated in a while. Sorry about that but it was back to school for me for a while now. The thing is I have been wanting to update for a while now, but its been a mixture of being busy and lazy.
Honestly though I am very fucking tired at early hours these days. I mean very mentally and physically tired. Have you ever had moments when you just feel drained and find yourself unable to do anything When even when you try it doesn't come out right or you cant bring yourself to put in as much effort as you would've liked. Yep that is how I feel. There are somethings in my life as well, that is just stressing me out ALOT.
I mean its so bad that I haven't been reading my notes or my text books, but I suddenly feel the urge to pick up one of my texts and start reading....Weird though you probably already know that about me.
I want to do some more updating for the next few days. I think I need to push through this feeling just like I would writer's block.
Gosh why do I feel so confused and loco in the cabeza right now? I mean part of it is school. I don't know what is the next step for me. I don't know where I want to be next year and that is driving me crazy. I like to have some sort of plans in my life and the lack of knowing is driving me nuts.
Its like I cant calm down because I have so much to think of, so much to do and take care of. *Sigh*
I hope a refrain from confusing anyone, when I get my thoughts in order and I will talk to you. You never know what good advice you can get when you ask for it. So maybe you guys can help me, if not maybe I can help you or maybe you feel the same way and you know what they say about misery and company. *wink*
Anyway Let me end here before my rant gets even worse. Ciao for now, laters and Auf Wiedersehen! You guys are awesome.
Words of advice: Take the time and see what your head is telling you, then visit your heart and see if it feels the same way. You'd be surprised the things you could find out about yourself that way.
Wish I knew some good stress relievers to offer you use of. I can say I understand the way you're feeling though. The wanting to do, but just not feeling able too and then feeling bad for not doing something and the whole stress-out factor.
ReplyDeleteLike the picture you borrowed. I feel like that sometimes.