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Sighs and hopes


Hey, hi, hello, how are you? Today has been a very strange day for me. I write this and I can feel an emptiness forming inside of me. What am I saying? The emptyness came right after I found out that my brother was in the hospital. He was sick for a while now and I didnt know what to think about it. I just wanted him to get better you know? Now he's in the hospital and his blood pressure is low. They are going to keep him until its back up again and mom is staying with him. It is the first time that its just my and my other brother home alone.
Its strange you know...I am so used to at least mom being home with us. I am writing this now because I need to let out what I am feeling. I need some way of screaming out and letting it all out because right at this moment all i want is my brother and mom back home, so I'm letting out all the negative energy that I am feeling. Right now what I really need is a break from everything.
So I am going to put on my thinking cap and I am going to find ways to POSITIVELY be there for my brother because I know from experience what positive thinking can do.
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